Hmm! The day was nearing!. The last hope to save my fcae was fading away. The thought of the after effects itself was making me nervous. The purpose of the event itself was not very clear to me. Why are they insisting for this to happen? Why are they not understanding the fear psycology behind this? Is this just to show that they are the best? or just to show me that who the real boss is? I dont know dear!.

How am i going to face it? That too with my father , and in front of so many known faces? what would they think about me? My image would surely go for a six! All my contacts would surely laugh for a while, and ofocurse, will be back to where they belong, once their number comes!But still! That would be such an embarassing event!

The thought that she will also be there when ever my turn comes , was the most troubling part of it.Though not very clear about her feelings for me, the assumption that she will have a feeling for me,and she would not be impressed with the outcome,was pinching me. The amount of energy diverted to impress her and to maintain my image , along with my two close friends( whose name i would rather not disclose), will be of no use when my true colours would be diclosed.

Also about the fact that my father would be comparing me with all my friends and also my cousins younger to me, was also disturbing me.The amount of joy which i got when my plans succeeded, and the amount of frustration that was set upon my conspirators( as i used to call them), all would bite the dust, once my father meets them>

Oh! God! Cant you prevent the " Parents Teachers Meeting" ?

( My feelings when i was in my school, about the parents teachers meeting)